I miss people. Since school started, I haven't much time or chance to talk and hang out with my usual group of friends. I've been hanging out with a few new people, or getting to know some others better than I did before, and that's nice... but I still miss everyone else. I've felt pretty alone since school started... And I know, people are gonna read this and go, OH KATIE! We're there for you! It's all okay!! ... But... idk. I really miss a few certain people that I could talk to about anything... The summer was so nice... summers have a tendency of being that way. In the summer, I'd spend every other day with a friend, or we'd talk online in the evenings on into the middle of the morning. That was nice. That was really nice. I absolutely loved that. Yesterday was nice, too. Spent the afternoon with Martina, got to talk about certain things with her, and then we had a silly fun time watching Superbad and meeting random people at Toys R Us and B&N. A day without thinking, a day without work, a day without stress (well, there was awkward stress for me :P Meeting new people always feels awkward, but luckily Martina did most of the talking.)... but yeah. A day of no progress, a day only for enjoyment and being silly. I live for those days. Back to reality... I'm not quite as sad a couple of weeks ago, but... I just feel really lonely. I am happy about certain people, though. ^_^ Everytime I think of the two of them, I go SQUEE. :] I think about a couple of other people, and I go *sigh*. -.- Then I think about two other guys, and I go... @_@ ACK. *CONFUSED* -_- But that's another thing. >_o For another post. Maybe. I don't think I'm ready to divulge much on that thought for now. >.>;; Gah. If the world didn't suck, we'd all float off into space. ... true. But space might be a nice place and a nice change of scenery for while. I'm willing to give it a try. I just don't know. History says that I'm usually mopey for the first semester of school. I have good excuses for being mopey, though! ... I say that, but I really should be trying to move on from those things. But... gah. I just can't help it. Things can only get better. Right? -.- Moo.
"When Did Your Heart Go Missing?" by Rooney Love don't come so easily
This doesn't have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We're one and a million
Why can't you see?
I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I meant every word I said
I never was lyin' when we talked in bed
I'm retracin' every step in my head
What did I miss back then?
I was so, so misled
I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I don't understand
How could you forget what we had?
It's so wrong
I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
Things were so good
We had a little dream, a little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missin'
I don't know how to find it
I don't know where it is
I don't know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it's gone
I'm gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigator | 
