Someone told me a while ago to update my xanga. I told them I use livejournal pretty much exclusively now, but, oh well.

Here, update. Song lyrics. If you know what's been on my mind the last few weeks, then you know the reason for this certain kind of song. :3 Let's just say, things have become infinitely better compared to August and September. :]

"Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat

V1: I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelings that I adore

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V3: I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

C: It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

Currently Listening Accidentally in Love By Counting Crows see related

 A change of pace for this journal.

*steals survey from christy's xanga*

Currently Listening The Best Damn Thing (CD/DVD Deluxe Limited Edition) By Avril Lavigne Girlfriend see related

I miss people.

Since school started, I haven't much time or chance to talk and hang out with my usual group of friends.

I've been hanging out with a few new people, or getting to know some others better than I did before, and that's nice... but I still miss everyone else.

I've felt pretty alone since school started... And I know, people are gonna read this and go, OH KATIE! We're there for you! It's all okay!! ... But... idk. I really miss a few certain people that I could talk to about anything...

The summer was so nice... summers have a tendency of being that way. In the summer, I'd spend every other day with a friend, or we'd talk online in the evenings on into the middle of the morning. That was nice. That was really nice. I absolutely loved that.

Yesterday was nice, too. Spent the afternoon with Martina, got to talk about certain things with her, and then we had a silly fun time watching Superbad and meeting random people at Toys R Us and B&N. A day without thinking, a day without work, a day without stress (well, there was awkward stress for me :P Meeting new people always feels awkward, but luckily Martina did most of the talking.)... but yeah. A day of no progress, a day only for enjoyment and being silly. I live for those days.

Back to reality...

I'm not quite as sad a couple of weeks ago, but... I just feel really lonely.

I am happy about certain people, though. ^_^ Everytime I think of the two of them, I go SQUEE. :]

I think about a couple of other people, and I go *sigh*. -.-

Then I think about two other guys, and I go... @_@ ACK. *CONFUSED* -_- But that's another thing. >_o For another post. Maybe. I don't think I'm ready to divulge much on that thought for now. >.>;;

Gah.

If the world didn't suck, we'd all float off into space.

... true. But space might be a nice place and a nice change of scenery for while. I'm willing to give it a try.

I just don't know. History says that I'm usually mopey for the first semester of school. I have good excuses for being mopey, though! ... I say that, but I really should be trying to move on from those things. But... gah. I just can't help it.

Things can only get better.

Right?

-.-

Moo.

"When Did Your Heart Go Missing?" by Rooney

Love don't come so easily
This doesn't have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We're one and a million
Why can't you see?

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?

I meant every word I said
I never was lyin' when we talked in bed
I'm retracin' every step in my head
What did I miss back then?
I was so, so misled

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?

I don't understand
How could you forget what we had?
It's so wrong

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missin'?
When did your heart go missin'?

Things were so good
We had a little dream, a little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missin'
I don't know how to find it
I don't know where it is
I don't know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it's gone
I'm gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigator

Currently Listening Hotel Paper By Michelle Branch see related

I didn't realize how many songs on my iPod related to my recent mindset. This one's pretty much dead on. May have posted before.

"Hotel Paper" by Michelle Branch

I write mostly on hotel paper
Knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room
I'd be out of line telling you to leave her
So I lie lonely surrounded by you

Lately I can't be happy for no one
They think I need some time to myself
I try to smile but I can't remember
And I know tomorrow there'll be nothing else

And I wanted to be giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what i'd been hearing

You turned out to be more than I bargained for
And I can tell that you need to get away
Forgive me if I admit that I'd love to love you
We both realized it way too late

And I wanted to be
Giving you everything that she's not giving
And I wanted to see
'Cause I didn't believe what I'd been hearing

Maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean

I write mostly on hotel paper

^_^

Faux smile? You betcha.

"Rinse" by Vanessa Carlton

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
she would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
she's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight

She must rinse this all away
she can't hold him this way
she must rinse this all away
she can't love him this way

How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
she needs to be held in his arms to be free
but everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man

She must rinse this all away
she can't hold anybody this way
she must rinse this all away
she can't love him ...

And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
what could be then worse than leaving something behind
and as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
it's loneliness she finds...
if only he was mine...

She'd do anything to spakle in his eye
she would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
she's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight

She must rinse him
she must rinse him
she can't rinse him
she can't rinse him
she can't, she won't, she must rinse him
she can't, she won't, she must rinse him
she must rinse this all away
she can't hold him this way
she must rinse this all away
she can't love him this way